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[Sep. 9th, 2005|05:57 pm] |
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I'm not going to be using this LJ anymore.
The reasons include:
1. My mom knows about this LJ which is no good.
2. I don't want the Academy kids to read the stupid stuff I've written over the past few years. I've said some dumb stuff that I would like to keep, but not have them all read as we're becoming friends. |
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[Sep. 9th, 2005|05:17 pm] |
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| |  annoyed | ] |
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| | Third Eye Blind - How's It Going To Be | ] |
I hate when people are stupid.
A classmate says this in his profile:
"Pet Peeve of the Day
They fought end in and end out for marriage, and they got it. No problem with that, but then why would they go and get divorced? (old link, I know.)"
It was a link to a Fox news story about gay divorces in massachusetts. It's so illogical that you expect all gay marriages to last while only 50% of heterosexual marriages last. It's just so stupid. So so very stupid. You have to ignore all reasoning in order to believe that just because gay marriage was legalized there will be no breakups. it's just a fact of life that some people rush into marriages that they cannot handle.
I'm going to get over it though. |
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[Sep. 8th, 2005|11:21 pm] |
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Life sucks when you're stupid. I wish I had done my physics earlier. i don't get it.
EDIT: I just figured it out. I was making the STUPIDEST error. i really wish I hadn't spent like 3 hours hung up on another small error. i am so bad at making those. |
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| A realization |
[Sep. 8th, 2005|09:18 pm] |
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| | happy | ] |
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| | Various Artists - The Show Must Go On (Original Film Version) | ] |
I've come to hate my livejournal. I've had this thing for 2 years which have included 776 entries. That's alot. I look back at them though and I'm embarassed. Who I was a year ago is not someone that I'm terribly proud of. I said so many dumb things, i acted sop stupid and my attitude was simply horrible.
I'm at like, a whole new stage in my life right now. I'm starting a new school, making new friends and becoming who I will be. It being Junior year is pretty tough. I'm worried about grades and school and friends, but those are all normal. I don't really want my Mass Academy classmates to read some things that i've written in the past two years. Even if no one else thinks it, I think I've grown up alot in 2 years. When i made my livejournal, it was the summer after 7th grade. That seems so long ago. I remember taking the code from katie without her permission because I wanted one. I don't remember why.
Today was a good day and I like days like that. I keep feeling so good after spending time with my classmates because they get me really well. I'm the youngest in my class, no surprize, but they don't mkae a big deal about it. Today Mala asked why I skiped a grade, and I considered lying because I really am embarassed about how it came about, but I told the truth, mostly.We were talking on the way to the Campus Center where we were all going to study., There were like 10 of us. I told them about the kids at Tahanto not liking me. I told them about how I was so out of place and how my classmates detested me so much they felt they had to make threats against my life, even if they weren't actually going to act on it. It surprized the few people who I was talking to. Mala didn't understand that people find me anything but amusing (obviously she shasn't figured out I can be annoying...). She says she wants a tape recording of my voice so when she's sad she can listen to it and it will make her laugh. I love that it's just random like that and I'm not made fun of for my silly voice, but teased about it in a friendly way. I love how I feel when Danielle or kim or Mala or anyone jokes around ith me. I love that Kim and I kick (our form of kick boxing sans the boxing. basically, we just kick each other, We call it a sport. We told the PE teacher that we kick when she asked what sports we do.) I like that noone is a jerk to me just because I'm not all sports gung-ho like the boys in my class. it was me and like 8 girls doing Yoga/Pilaties during gym. I like that people accept me as I am, no questions asked. I like that they seem to want to know about me and I like that they don't hold things against me. I was really scared about telling people that I had been out of school and skipping a grade only came up because I could not be with my classmates, but they didn't even care about the circumstances. Everyone was just apauled that I had been out of school for months.
If ever there was doubt about wanting to go to the Academy, I'm so glad I'm there. It's like a completely different world for me and I really like it.
Going to the Campus Center was WICKED fun. The college students playing pool were like "Are you the HS kids?" and then gave out high fives. I found it so funny. Everyone is so nice as of now. I'm loving that. I'm also loving that I can be my doofy self and make stupid jokes and not have peopleflip out at me.
Everyone is so laid back (and democrats, might I add). I like it.
now, for Physics that I have been putting off for hours. |
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[Sep. 7th, 2005|10:32 pm] |
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mala is running for secretary. She is friends with my friends, though I'm not really sure we're friends yet. This means I would very few votes if I ran for secretary. I must rethink this. |
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| I think I might be bipolar |
[Sep. 6th, 2005|05:06 pm] |
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| | Silver Cloud - The Cells | ] |
I had aa pretty good day despite crying TWICE. I am such a total tool. The first time was because Mr. mendard told me after class that my performance in spanish calss was unacceptable. I never know what he says when he asked me questions. He told me that I need to atleast try which upset me so much because I spent like 2 hours yesterday preparing the packet that he barely even did anything with. Don't tell me I'mn not trying. So now I'm getting extra help after and/or before school. I wash Monti wasn't a useless spanish teacher. He told me that I should be able to keep up in class with on e eyar of spanish and I nearly died. I learned like 8 verbs in monti's class and only in the present tense. not to mention, we never learned grammar and sentance structure so its unfair to assume I can form sentances in conversation.
Then in the car I was telling Diane and she was like "Well, he told you to practice over the summer" and I was like WTF he never told me that and I wouldn't have even known WHAT to practice. how do you practice a language all by yourself?
We had mock trial this afternoon which was mildly fun. I got distracted by someone during class so the lawyer advisor guy asked me a question about what he just said and I couldn't answer it. It was just like whgatever though, I ddin't let myself get distracted again. My mind wanders too frequently. I had like ADD all afternoon. In physics I so couldn't concentrate on using the motion sensors.
because I am awesome and I go to the school for the nerds, I'm going to go do some homework. |
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| One of these |
[Sep. 5th, 2005|01:31 pm] |
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| | I'll never lose this way again - Vonzell Solomon | ] |
( From Matt ) |
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| I have anew LJ Client |
[Sep. 5th, 2005|01:15 pm] |
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| |  bored | ] |
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| | God Bless the Broken Road - Carrie Underwood | ] |
I don't like this client as much as the mac one, but I don't want to download and try another one, so I'll use it. For now atleast.
My new comuter is working very well. I thought it might be slow and all because it has only 256 mb memory, but it's not that bad. I guess Idon't really do anything that requires a ton of memory. I love XP though. Ik dodn't quite get how everything works, but I'm figuring it out. I also have to ask Larry if he has a copy of office I canhavae. If not, I only have to pay $5 at the WPI CCC or whatever, but dtiill, that requires going over there.
I need to work on homework. I did my math POW (problem of the week) but I have to write my humanities journal (due tommorow) and finish translating the spanish packet so I understand it. i got the first page done out of 4. 2 are vocab lists that are already defined though. It's not too bad. The packet is about an airport.
I can't find the printer CD. I must find it or else I cannot print.... But I just figured out that I didn't need the CD. Sweet.
Tonight I'm going out to Dinner with Emily and then we're going to hangout or something. I'm wicked excited, but I need to do my homework, like now. |
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[Sep. 2nd, 2005|05:36 pm] |
I am mad because I want all my stuff off of my mac.
I have no music what-so-ever and I can't even get the music I bought from itunes because it can only be downloaded once. I also cannot figure out how to open this computer.
Is mac memory different than PC memory? |
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[Sep. 2nd, 2005|02:52 pm] |
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Home from Briarwood. I had alot of fun. Made some friends. I get kindof beat up from the ocean. The rocks were pointy and stuff. Kim and I also sang Camp songs last night. Like the princess pat. That was probably my favortite part. Kyacking was also fun though. And my team won in the makeshift boat race. That was fun. I'm tired. |
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